1/23/2007

Artifact Eight: An Image To Heal


Zimmerman, Jill. "An image to heal - influence of models as a cause of eating disorders." Humanist. Jan-Feb 1997.

"She sat there in my office, her delicate face obscured by a shield of blond hair, her timid voice just above a whisper: "I want to look like the supermodels. I'm five-foot-nine, so I have the height, but I can't lose the weight. I'd like to look like Cindy Crawford. But I can't get below 140 pounds." She reminded me of a frightened rabbit as her shaky voice grew even quieter, her eyes softened with tears: "I've tried everything, but I just can't."
Time and time again, I hear this confession in the conversations I have with young women. They want to look good in a bathing suit. They want a tight butt. They go on diets and work out every day. They're never thin enough, so they go to unnatural extremes. All they really want is to feel good about themselves in a sea of doubt and turmoil encouraged by a multi-billion-dollar-a-year beauty industry. And they think the panacea is to look like a supermodel: perfectly thin, tall, sculpted, and commanding - our cultural epitome of feminine success. I have known hundreds of women who feel justified in their starving, binging and purging, and excessive exercise - their attempts to drain themselves of fat and mold their bodies into the illusions of perfection that pour into their senses from every direction. Of course, despite the money spent, the sweaty hours on the Stairmaster, the deprivation and abuse, most of these women - like most women everywhere - will never look like supermodels. This cruel reality cuts through them like a poison arrow, causing feelings of anger and shame to flood their unforgiving hearts. Initially, many of my patients don't really have lives, their ideas, feelings, and activities all revolve around calories, fat grams, and numbers on a scale.
When Cindy Crawford snapped tartly, "Do you look at pictures of me and want to puke?" to the question of whether or not models cause eating disorders, she was not only responding to a coed's provocative question at a Princeton conference. She was broadcasting the viewpoint of the majority of American beauty-industry moguls: focus on the corporate bottom line, and to hell with the health and welfare of those who create the profits. This reckless attitude was reflected by Harper's Bazaar's Tina Gaudoin, who warned in her article, "Body of Evidence," that "models like Kate Moss, Amber Valetta, Nadja Auermann ... might not [make] you feel good about yourself ... but this is an ectomorphic body type. It's in fashion. You'll be seeing more of it." I wish every women's magazine editor, advertising executive, cosmetics czar, fitness guru, fashion designer, and modeling agency CEO could have observed my session with the tearful girl who was severely bulimic in her frenzy to get down to Crawford's well-publicized 120 pounds. "Do you look at pictures of me and want to puke?" Evidently they're not hearing - or paying attention to - a deafening "Yes!" from the seven million American girls and women who, according to Dr. Vivian Meehan, president of Anorexia Nervosa and Associated Disorders, suffer from eating disorders. (Add to this the number of male youths who struggle with society's image of the perfect stud and with eating disorders.)
Even if we're not afflicted with anorexia nervosa, bulimia, or compulsive overeating, we are not immune to the effects of the supermodels who are used as bait to lure us into feeling physically insecure. Money speaks loud and clear and, given the huge numbers of dollars we spend each year to "beautify" ourselves with exercise and diet products, cosmetics, and fashions, the voice Madison Avenue placates is screaming, "Give me more!" The job of the beauty industry is to make money for its companies and clients, ours must be to learn how to take better care of ourselves so we don't cave in to the pressures of advertising. For beauty hype is as hard to avoid in America today as landmines were in the jungles of Vietnam 30 years ago. It's up to us to step gingerly, to gravitate toward what helps us feel beautiful physically, emotionally, and spiritually, and to leave the destructive traps by the wayside.
The idea that we can - and should - accept our natural body types is a relatively new concept. For over a century, newspapers and magazines have been deluging Americans with images of ideal beauty, and only strict emulation of these ideals has been sanctioned as attractive. There was a period of time during the early, to mid-1800s when the full feminine figure was considered beautiful. However, the slimmer, more athletic-looking Gibson Girl, first created by artist Charles Dana Gibson, replaced it as the ideal in the 1890s, and thinness has remained an integral part of female attractiveness ever since. (Thinness, of course, is always relative. According to the August 1905 Ladies Home Journal, the Gibson girl had average measurements of 38-27-45 - quite chunky by today's standards.)
The Gibson Girl remained the image of American beauty until World War I, when the flapper became the vanguard of fashionableness, prompting the late Dr. Morris Fishbein, longtime editor of the Journal of the American Medical Association, to lament, "Of all the fads which have affected mankind, none seems more difficult to explain than the desire of American women for the barberpole figure." During the Great Depression of the 1930s, the flapper lost her popularity, larger, stronger, more mature ideals superseded her "boyish form" during this time of national hardship. But after World War II, at the start of the baby boom, women's magazines began promoting Christian Dior's "New Look," which demanded a hand-span waist - and the necessary corsets, girdles, waist cinches, and diets to achieve it. With Audrey Hepburn - like models as the new embodiments of haute couture, women once again felt too fat."
  • Do models honestly not care about what their images portray to young women across the U.S. or do they feel just as insecure about themselves as everyone else?

Artifact Seven: SUPERMODELS.NL

SUPERMODELS.NL. SUPERMODELS.NL. 23 January 2007. <http://supermodels.nl/>




These models, like any super model on SUPERMODELS.NL, in addition to their names, a photo gallery, their birthday and where they were born, they have a height, bust, waist, and hips. This strikes me as interesting... why just that information? Here's some information about where this model's born...and BAM! Here's their body stats! And that's all they give you. It's hard enough to be a super model, where your body and face are constantly on display, but your statistics announced to the world? I could understand why some are pressured into anorexia and unhealthy dieting! At least they don't put up their weight...
I was just flipping through the photo albums of these tiny models on the covers of Cosmopolitan with their waists measuring a mere 61 cm. What an unrealistic goal for any girl in the U.S. to have! People are shown each and every day the media's prospective on beauty and what is beautiful on the covers of magazines and on TV. It's easy to understand why girls slip into unhealthy eating habits. "Oh, if this model on the cover of this magazine is beautiful, and her waist is 61 cm, to be beautiful my waist needs to be that tiny!" It sounds crazy, but that's what teenage girls think when they look at these magazine covers.
How can modeling agencies expect their top models to gain weight and get a healthy BMI when something so personal is displayed on the Internet with other super models?

1/03/2007

Artifact Six: MSNBC

MSNBC: Brazilian model dies from anorexia. MSNBC. 03 January 2007. <http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/15750402/>


NOTES
  • Mother of a Brazilian fashion model who died from complications having to do with anorexia made an emotional appeal for parents to take better care of young models
  • Ana Carolina Reston (21 years old) increases the growing criticism of the use of underweight models in the fashion world
  • New significance after the death in Uruguayan model Luisel Ramos died of heart failure during a fashion show in Montevideo in August
  • Reston died in a Sao Paulo hospital from a generalized infection caused by anorexia
  • Obsessively deprived herself of food in pursuit of an ultra-thin look
  • Died on November 14 from a generalized infection caused by anorexia
  • Her BMI was well below the limit defined as starvation
  • Reston weighed 88 pounds and was about 5 feet 8 inches tall
  • Doctors consider this weight normal for a 12-year-old girl who is no more than 5 feet tall
  • "Take care of your children ... no money is worth the life of your child, not even the most famous (fashion) brand is worth this." -Miriam Reston, told to the O Globo newspaper
  • Her daughter had been trying to help her family with the money she made as a model
  • Miriam spoke on national television and to local newspapers to highlight the tragedy
  • She had pleaded with her daughter to eat more and see a doctor
  • "She would reply, 'Mummy, don’t mess me around.'"
  • Many top models come from Brazil
  • Thousands of young girls dream of modeling careers, inspired by the international success of Gisele Bundchen or Adriana Lima
  • Reston had worked abroad, including in Japan,
  • Did some jobs for Giorgio Armani and the Brazilian model agency L’Equipe
  • September, Madrid banned models below a certain weight from its top fashion show
  • Models with a BMI of less than 18 were banned
  • Other famous fashion venues like London consider following suit
  • Reston’s BMI was 13.5
  • The World Health Organization considers anyone with a BMI below 18.5 underweight
  • A BMI below 17.5 (one of the criteria for the diagnosis of anorexia nervosa)
  • BMI nearing 15 is usually an indicator for starvation

It's terrible that models that haven't even made a name for themselves yet, such as Reston, who was just beginning to work with top designers like Giorgio Armani, starve themselves for their jobs. I think that what Spain did was, although extremely controversial, an amazing thing to do...and I'm glad they did it. It forces their models to be healthy and thin. How did models react to this change? Did models get help to keep their jobs, or did they continue their unhealthy paths?

Artifact Five: HealthyPlace.com

HealthyPlace.com: Recognizing Eating Disorders in Children. HealthyPlace.com, Inc. 03 January 2007. <http://www.healthyplace.com/communities/Eating_Disorders/children_diagnosis.as>

NOTES
  • Parents may notice their teenager picking their food or that their child exercises more frequently and intensely
  • Parents may also notice their child talking constantly (almost obsessively) about body size of peers or slender celebrities
  • Parents may pass these off as a normal stage of adolescence but it's okay to be concerned
  • All of the activities mentioned above may be signs of an eating disorder (according to the American Academy of Child and Adolescent Psychiatry)
  • Anorexia nervosa and bulimia nervosa are eating disorders that are increasing among teens and children, especially young women
  • "Generally, eating disorders involve self-critical, negative thoughts and feelings about personal appearance and food. Eating disorders are thought to be caused by underlying psychological problems, with the visible symptom being disordered eating and thinking about food." -Becky Burnett, Clinical Dietitian at East Tennessee Children's Hospital
  • A person with anorexia nervosa is hungry, but they deny their hunger because of an irrational fear of becoming fat
  • Anorexia is characterized by self-starvation, food preoccupation and rituals, compulsive exercising, and the absence of menstrual cycles in women
  • 8 million people in this country suffering from eating disorders
  • More cases being reported in the eight-to-eleven-year-old bracket every day
  • 1% of teenage girls in the United States develop anorexia nervosa
  • 5% of college women in the United States have bulimia
  • An eating disorder wont go away on it's own
  • Eating disorders are not associated with an "adolescent stage" in life and it is not something that will merely fade away
  • Once a parent suspects a child or adolescent has an eating disorder, they should talk with the child about visiting a doctor or a dietitian
  • A medical professional can help a child with an eating disorder take steps toward healthier eating and nutrition
  • The focus of treatment is to help children and teens cope with their emotional problems (the cause of their disordered eating behaviors)
  • Treatment includes medical supervision, nutritional restoration, and behavioral therapy (addresses beliefs about body size, shape, eating, and foods)
  • "Whatever the reason for the eating disorder, if parents and children can work together to understand the problem, the results will be much more favorable." -Becky Burnett, Clinical Dietitian at East Tennessee Children's Hospital

I thought that this would help me to find out more about younger cases of anorexia, but I found most of the same information that I had before. I still have the same question, why do youngsters under the age of 12 that haven't yet been burdened by adolescence, puberty, and body changes turn to anorexia?

1/02/2007

Artifact Four: Scientific American.com

Scientific American.com: Age no barrier to anorexia, illness afflicts children. Scientific American, Inc. 02 January 2007. <http://www.sciam.com/article.cfm?chanID=sa003&articleID=E44491D231B7C45260EC02D2F9F8827B>





NOTES
  • Marg Oaten's daughter was 10 years old when she developed anorexia
  • Twelve years later, she is still fighting it, and it almost killed her
  • "I was absolutely distraught. It is the worst thing in the world to know your daughter might die." - Marg Oaten, 54
  • At her worst, Oaten's daughter existed on five flakes of cereal and a mouthful of water the entire day
  • Children as young as 7 can suffer from eating disorders
  • Older women, men, and boys also suffer from anorexia
  • Anorexia is most common in young women
  • In Britain, 5 to 10% of women 14 to 24 suffer from some form of eating disorder
  • 1% of all females suffer from some kind of eating disorder (Professor Janet Treasure, head of the eating disorders service and research unit at King's College London)
  • Bulimia nervosa (binging and vomiting) is 2 to 5 times more common than anorexia nervosa (restricting intake of food and drink)
  • Both disorders can be fatal
  • Two models from Latin America died this year after becoming anorexic
  • Eating disorders also cause permanent health defects (brittle bones and infertility)
  • What lead Oaten's daughter to anorexia was the fear of changes to her body during puberty/adolescence and the bullying at school
  • Her weight plunged and she ended up in a hospital where she was an inpatient
  • Two years after she was allowed home, she developed bulimia
  • Oaten's daughter has had surgery for a prolapsed bowel, and still suffers from bulimia (she's 22 years old), but she is trying to get better
  • Oaten has used her experience with eating disorders and her daughter to set up a support group in Hull, northern England
  • Children as young as 7 can develop eating disorders
  • Doctor Jon Goldin (child and adolescent psychiatrist at Great Ormond Street Hospital for Children in London) said, "We see children here as young as 7 or 8 with anorexia but that is very rare."
  • When asked why children develop these eating disorders, Goldin said, "One contributing factor is that maybe children are under more pressure now than they were 10 or 20 years ago and somehow childhood is being prematurely shortened."
  • A perception in society that thin is glamorous combined thin actresses in Hollywood and photographs of thin women in magazines, trigger both anorexia and bulimia
  • Victims say they starve their bodies or binge and then vomit until there is nothing left but the taste of stomach acid on their lips
  • Victims often exercise obsessively and feel fat even when grossly underweight
  • "I hated the hunger and the cold and the tiredness, but the feeling of being able to control what I ate was brilliant." Rebecca Slack, 23 years old, became anorexic when she was 15 and dropped to 32 kilograms
  • Age is no barrier to anorexia
  • Young people are not the only ones at risk
  • Alison Alden, became anorexic when she was 43, by a desire to lose weight at a time when she had been under pressure running a guest house
  • In 3 years, Alden dropped from 55 kilograms to less than 38 kilograms
  • "This couldn't be anorexia because I had never been ill in that way and I was too old." Alison Alden, 47 years old
  • Alden got help for the sake of her family (3 children) or she would die
  • Alden went to a doctor who diagnosed her with anorexia fueled by depression
  • She was prescribed anti-depressants that helped strengthen her so she was able to recover
  • There's no straight answer to anorexia
  • Research has uncovered that genetics could trigger anorexia with factors including the onset of puberty, pressure from society, bullying, and low self-esteem
  • Warning signs include an obsessive interest in dieting and a reluctance to eat around others
  • It takes several years to be completely cured from an eating disorder, if you ever are completely cured
  • The faster an eating disorder is spotted, the greater the chance of recovery is
  • "It's all about having a reason to get better and building strategies to cope," said Alden
  • Alison Alden has also written a book , "Sleeping Dragons and Poppy Seeds," about her struggle with anorexia.

1) How do children develop eating disorders? When I was younger, I definitely did not think about my weight. Especially not when I was 7 years old... what leads these children to think they're overweight?
2) About how many children develop eating disorders (12 years old or younger)?
3) How common or how rare is children / older adults developing eating disorders?

12/21/2006

Artifact Three: Medline Medical Encyclopedia


Medline Medical Encyclopedia: Anorexia nervosa. Paul Ballas, D.O., Department of Psychiatry. 21 December 2006 <http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/000362.htm>.

"D.A.M., Inc. is accredited by URAC, also known as the American Accreditation HealthCare Commission (www.urac.org). URAC's accreditation program is the first of its kind, requiring compliance with 53 standards of quality and accountability, verified by independent audit. A.D.A.M. is among the first to achieve this important distinction for online health information and services. Learn more about A.D.A.M.'s editorial process. A.D.A.M. is also a founding member of Hi-Ethics (www.hiethics.com) and subscribes to the principles of the Health on the Net Foundation (www.hon.ch)."


NOTES

  • Characterized by the refusal to eat even at the minimal body weight for that person's height
  • Other symptoms: intense fear of weight gain and distorted body image
  • Inadequate eating or excessive exercising
  • Cause of anorexia not known
  • Social attitudes towards body appearance and family factors are believed to play a role in it's development
  • Usually occurs in adolescence or young adulthood
  • Affecting 1-2% of the female population
  • Affecting 0.1-0.2% of male population
  • Seen mainly in Caucasian women who are high academic achievers who have a goal-oriented family or personality
  • It's suggested that conflicts within a family could contribute to the development of this eating disorder
  • Causes are still not well understood
  • Anorexia nervosa is a serious and potentially deadly medical condition
  • Leads to death in 10% of cases
  • Experienced treatment programs have a two-thirds success rate in restoring normal weight (relapse is very common)
  • Women who develop this eating disorder at an early age have a better chance of complete recovery
  • People with anorexia will continue to prefer a lower body weight and be preoccupied with food and calories to some extent
  • Weight management may be difficult after recovery
  • Long-term treatment may be necessary to help maintain a healthy body weight

SYMPTOMS

  1. Weight loss of 15% or more below a person's expected weight
  2. Inappropriate use of laxatives, enemas, or diuretics in order to loose weight
  3. Self imposed food intake restrictions
  4. No menstrual period
  5. Skeletal muscle atrophy
  6. Loss of fatty tissue
  7. Low blood pressure
  8. Dental cavities may be present because of self induced vomiting
  9. Blotchy or yellow skin
  10. Depression
  11. Denial (refuse to realize that they have an eating disorder)

The diagnosis of anorexia nervosa is based upon ruling out other causes of endocrine, metabolic, digestive, and central nervous system abnormalities to explain a person's weight loss. Such as celiac disease, inflammatory bowel disease, Addison's disease, etc.


TESTS (TO FIND ANOREXIA)

  • CHEM-20
  • Urinalysis
  • Thyroid function tests
  • Other blood and urine tests
  • ECG

TREATMENT

When treating anorexia nervosa, the biggest challenge is to make the person recognize that their eating behavior is a problem and that it is not a solution to other problems. Most people who suffer from anorexia nervosa deny that they have an eating disorder, so, most individuals enter treatment when their condition is fairly advanced.
The purpose of treatment is...

  1. To restore normal body weight and eating habits
  2. Resolve psychological issues
    Hospitalization may be indicated in some cases (when body weight falls below 30% of a person's expected weight).

Treatment includes supportive care by health care providers, structured behavioral therapy, psychotherapy, anti-depressant drug therapy, etc. Severe and life-threatening malnutrition may require intravenous feeding.


COMPLICATIONS

  • Severe dehydration, leads to cardiovascular shock
  • Electrolyte imbalance (potassium insufficiency)
  • Cardiac arrhythmias related to electrolyte imbalance and the loss of cardiac muscle
  • Severe malnutrition
  • Thyroid gland deficiencies, leads to cold intolerance and constipation
  • Appearance of fine body hair called lanugo
  • Bloating or edema
  • Decrease in white blood cells, leads to increased susceptibility to infection
  • Osteoporosis
  • Tooth erosion and decay (from self-induced vomiting)
  • Seizures related to fluid shifts from excessive diarrhea or vomiting

12/12/2006

Artifact Two: Pro-Ana Blogrings

"oh my god I am a failure! Yesterday was the first day of my fast and I did OK during the day but at night I had like half a turkey sandwich.....like 225 cals and then drank a bottle and a half of wine AND THEN I HAD SIX PIECES OF BREAD! Why am I so disgusting!!!??!?!?!?!?!? Why can't I control myself....I freakin landslided back soooo much last night and I don't know WHY! I was FINALLY beginning to see some progress and I just THREW IT ALL AWAY! Right out the window....I wish someone would throw me out a window of the top floor of a skyscraper. I am so unhappy. I just took quadruple the dose of hoodia and I took 6 laxatives...I know it will just be water weight that comes off but I really don't care right now. I can't believe I let myself ****ing fail!!!!! Why am I such a failure! I want someone to help me and treat me like I'm at boot camp if I even LOOK at food with a hint of wanting to eat it! ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I threw alllll my work away for what? Nothing! The guy I like is coming over today and I'm sure hes going to be like "ew she is so fat why did I come over here?!?!?!" and I'll probably have to go to the bathroom a lot (laxatives) I just hope I don't have to when he is here.can someone pleasssseeeeeeeee be my whip my *** into gear lady? or gentleman? Cuz I need it! I need constant reminders of how fat I am and how eating will only make me fatter, but not eating will get me to my goal of seeing bones and being beautiful...why can't i be beautiful?!?!" http://community.livejournal.com/proanorexia/

Thinsperation


This is an example of a typical post on a "pro-anorexia" discussion blog. "Pro-anorexia" or "pro-ana" sites on Xanga, LiveJournal, and other discussion forums across the web are growing by the day. The media was fixated on pro-ana websites for awhile in 2001, when blogs were becoming increasingly popular (which, in turn, made pro-ana blogs increasingly popular...). However, these anorexic blogrings and websites have moved to another phase altogether. Pro-Anorexic websites appear to be used by three distinct backgrounds in their experience with anorexia...

1.Those who are not anorexic, but want to become anorexic
2. Those who are already anorexic
3. Those who fight to suppress any pro-anorexic views -- usually either survivors of anorexia, families of survivors, or others who just take a strong interest on the topic.

Those who wish to become anorexic or are already anorexic offer advice and tips to one another and support the idea that becoming anorexic is a deliberate and understandable lifestyle choice. They usually provide tips, "thinsperation" (pictures of thin, beautiful women that help maintain the motivation to be anorexic), or even articles on how to be anorexic in the first place. The big question, however, is the perspective in these pro-ana websites, in fact dangerous to the people viewing them? By normalizing the anorexic viewpoints and making anorexia seem okay, when it is in fact a life threatening disorder, these sites increase the attractiveness of a disease that could ultimately prove to be fatal.

Pro Anorexia and Xanga Across the Web. Dr. Greg Mulhauser. 12 December 2006 <http://counsellingresource.com/features/archives/2004/weight-loss-diet-and-eating-disorders/pro-ana/>.

When I was browsing through the LiveJournal posts, I was in shock. Mostly, the girls would post their total calorie intake for the day, their exercise, and calculate how many calories in all they would have. They would praise themselves on loosing a pound, but would then strive to loose another. They were never satisfied. Some girls just posted their feelings, frustration, confusion, and just vented to the other girls. This sort of "anorexic community" seems as if it would be a good idea, because all the people suffer from the same disease, however, it simply proves to be more unhealthy for the people that participate in it. Girls will trade unhealthy tips and tricks for each other and themselves and girls will just become more and more engrossed in their mental disease. It almost makes anorexia more of an obsession to the people involved in these blogs, and it will just make it that much harder for them to recover... if they even want to recover at all. What kills me though, is that these girls have a clue. They know what they're doing to themselves. They know the dangers. For example...

" Does anyone feel that we are all on this never ending cycle?? I mean we are all either fasting or restricting and then usually binging. I dont know about you all but I fast or restrict and yes lose weight but gain it right back within a week or within one binge! I mean so my goal to get super skinny happens and then is taken away from me a few short days of eating........maybe this just happens to me but my weight is always fluctuating. So why do we do this when this is not really weight loss and just ends up with binging? Why dont I just end this cycle and eat healthy and normal.....why is it so hard when I can clearly see that this is not doing a good. Sorry just venting a little " http://community.livejournal.com/proanorexia/

After reading that post I realized, they KNOW it's a bad cycle. They KNOW it's hurting themselves. They don't CHOOSE to do what they do, their mental state forces them into this vicious cycle of hurting themselves. A true anorexic can't help themselves.

12/06/2006

Artifact One: THIN

THIN. Television Documentary. HBO, 30 Nov. 2006.


About a week ago, I watched a documentary on HBO concerning anorexics forced into or seeking recovery in the Renfrew Center in Coconut Creek, Florida. The documentary tells the stories of four women who are "literally dying to be thin" and explores their difficulties on the road of recovery.

  • Brittany, 15, has a history of eating disorders since she was eight, when she was a compulsive over eater. She then ventured into anorexia and bulimia in order to gain acceptance from her peers.

  • Shelly, 25, battled anorexia for six years before admitting herself into Renfrew. She has a feeding tube surgically implanted in her stomach, and has been in and out of the hospital numerous times.

  • Alisa, 30, is a divorced mother of two, and claims that she did not admit herself into Renfrew for her own recovery, but for her two children. She comes to Renfrew after five hospital stays in three months.

  • Polly, 29, has spent years in and out of treatment for both anorexia and bulimia


THIN is an moving documentary that gives outsiders a glimpse of the world with an eating disorder. It provides a greater understanding of their complexity, not just issues with body image and self esteem, but also the mental health concerns.

While watching this documentary, I was appalled at the lengths these women would go to just to be thin. I've seen diets gone awry, but never to this extent. After watching THIN, I have come to a greater realization that anorexia, bulimia, and other eating disorders are far more than a skewed body image, but a serious mental condition. It amazes me how a girl that is merely 86 pounds can honestly still call herself fat and be worried about her weight when she’s just skin and bones.

11/28/2006

What do I know?

Anorexia. Let's see here.
What do I know?

I know that women are more prone to develop eating disorders than males.
However, I know that there are nearly one million (?) males in the United States suffering from an eating disorder. I know that anorexia is a mental disorder and I know that anorexia is a lifelong battle. I know that anorexics often suffer from depression and anxiety. I know that anorexics suffer from an extremely distorted body image.

Honestly, when it comes to the facts about anorexia, I don't know much. I don't know statistics, but I know more about anorexia than you might think. I know the symptoms of an eating disorder, and I know what it can do to people because I've known girls that have suffered from eating disorders.

I'm a dancer, and Ballerinas are definitely more prone to develop eating disorders such as anorexia or bulimia to satisfy ourselves our our teachers. We are all surrounded all day every day by "perfect" and "imperfect" body images, and you either fit the mold or you don't. If you don't fit, you're self conscious and most girls tend to try to crash diet and develop unhealthy habits to try and fit that "perfect ballerina" body mold.

I dance at what is called a "pre-professional" level. People go to Ballet Royale to become professional dancers, and if you don't have the right body, girls will do just about anything to get one. Almost all of my dance friends I can guarantee have crash dieted or struggled with their body images almost once in their dance training...

and that's so scary.

11/17/2006


Anorexia Nervosa
Psychiatry.
an eating disorder primarily affecting adolescent girls and young women, characterized by pathological fear of becoming fat, distorted body image, excessive dieting, and emaciation.

www.dictionary.com